Take the fucking brain blower out and just murder myself. I love you all, though my hearts scarred N covered in welts. Sick of this facade but apparently that's the cards I've been dealt. Fuck the world, it's a hell. Full of devils disguised as angels. But at least I see now. My soul don't deserve be at ease, never peaceful. Always reminisce of when I was. Wish I could fucking throw the towel in and just bombard my heart with drugs. Oh ya that makes me weak, just cause I wish that I could sleep. Just cause this fucking painful world was better off when I was crazy. Cold fucking place to be. Looking for my higher self to save me. But my higher self abandoned me around the same time my roots got fucking ripped to pieces. Jesus fucking Christ, guide this knife until it slice. Slice the cancer from my heart and mind. The universe used to be my friend. Fucking done with shit. Not trying to be a victim. If I didn't know how to write it out. I'd be dead already from affliction. Wouldn't wish on any man to suffer this condition. I'm fucking so cold and alone this planets feeling like a prison. FUCK!!! Fuck! Fuck! FUCK!!! Fuck you fucking demons, turning on me! The pain is too alarming, slit straight up the road vertical upon the arm piece ~
Just cry myself to death.. Wish I coulda fuckin done my drugs and just fuckin gone home. People who murder themselves don't go to hell, they go home! Fuck all these two faced deceitful fucking people who pretend to love you.. Might sound cliche, but I'm guessing it won't when I got the ghat to your brain for lookin at me the wrong way! Splatter your philosophy on the pavement, rip out my heart and play with it. All this world spawns is beautiful pieces of shit! Fuck all a y'all, you can find me where the graves and the bodies are. I cannot take these heart pains anymore!!!